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MINDS are like parachutes - They only function when they are OPEN

I thought there couldn't be anything as complicated as the universe until I started reading about the cell.

"Ukhwah itu bukan terletak pada pertemuan, bukan pada manisnya ucapan di bibir tapi terletak pada ingatan seseorang terhadap saudaranya di dalam doanya." Al-Ghazali.


About Me

Location Malaysia
Profile 24 Female
Work It - Related.
Addiction Lavender;shoes;bags;spa(different from actual definition);facial
Therapies Shopping,"cooking" browsing thru magazine
Passions Music, Books,ME time







a few drops here.. - -



Wednesday, April 28, 2004

6:32 AM
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Feature extraction + histogram equalization + thresholding level + convolution mask + image recognition + region growing n shrinking method + arithmetic n logical operations + Low/high/medium filters

computer vision n image processing test
wish me luck!



Monday, April 26, 2004

4:30 PM
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KISAH TUDUNG BIRU ITU

Tudung biru itu masih tersimpan dalam lipatan yang sama. Di buka berkali-kali tapi dilipat semula berhati-hati agar bentuk lipatannya kekal sama. Mungkin takut mengubah gaya lipatan kerana bimbang kenangan tudung biru akan berubah juga. Tudung itu istimewa.

"Nah ini untuk awak?"
"untuk saya?"
"Ya.Buka lah.."
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"dah pakai tudung biru?"
"belum"
"kenapa?"
"tak ada baju yang sesuai"
"oo"
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*pakai tudung biru
"mm..taknak lah.."
"tunggu kejap ye..saya naik atas tukar tudung"
"tak apa lah..kan cantik tue"
"tak mahu..tunggu kejap ye"
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"kenapa tak pakai tudung biru tue"
"tak nak"
"kenapa tak nak?"
"sebab tak mahu"
"kenapa tak mahu?"
"sayang"
"ooo"
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"saya nak pergi nie.selamat tinggal"
"selamat jalan"


sayu pulak bunyinya.Tapi itu baru cerita tudung biru belum yang lain-lain *wink*



1:42 PM
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Remember when it rained

Wash away the thoughts inside,
that keep my mind away from you,
no more love and no more pride,
and thoughts are all I have to do.

Remember when it rained,
felt the ground and looked up high,
and called your name,
remember when it rained,
in the darkness I remain.

Tears of hope run down my skin,
tears for you that will not dry,
they magnify the one within,
and let the outside slowly die.

Remember when it rained,
I felt the ground and looked up high,
and called your name,
remember when it rained,
in the water I remain,
running down...
running down...
running down...




Friday, April 23, 2004

1:08 PM
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Some problems make you feel you are twenty years older. That you need the extra two decades of experience to cope with them. They loom on your horizon and dwarf you, make you feel like you are battling a giant monster with only a broadsword and wooden shield.
That what I have been feeling for the past two days…

Being at the end of my educational career never as great as it may seem. Its fell like to reach the other end I need to cross a river full of crocs. Yo will get bitten but at the end you will survive.

Being to face so many complicated problems and circumstances of life yet I never had the rational matured thinking to solve such problems. I trip, I fall and then trip again but I did survives but with a couple of bruises here and therelah.

I did try to perform hypothetico deductive method *wink* on my educational journey for the past 22 years of my life. I did trip and fall countless of time. I turned from one path to another.But I manage to survive. So with the experience of surviving the tripping and falling several times obstacles like this just a small matter? Hope so

P/s =Being stuck at lecturer level yesterdays while waiting for an emergency consultation from one of the lecturer did give me some extra information. I thought that we final semester student are the one that going to move on but some lecturer also following our path...he he...one of the lecturer going to resign from jobs and another one wanna get married to a very cute indonesian engineer and probably resign as well.:)




Sunday, April 18, 2004

4:40 PM
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ANIME..

I always have time for anime..no matter how busy I am *wink *grin..



Latest anime : Full Metal Alchemist

Watch : up to 27 episode(episode still expanding)

Synopsis : Imagine a world in which Alchemy is not only possible, but used frequently. Alchemy, though, is a science, and with all sciences there are laws that must be followed. Welcome to the anime, Full Metal Alchemist. The story begins about two brothers, Alphonse and Edward Elric. Ever since they were young they had practiced the science of alchemy. You follow their journey of being alchemists and their quest to regain that which they have lost.
Their father was a well recognized alchemist, which is probably where their knack for it comes from. However, when they were young their father left, and they remained in the care of their mother. One day their mother died, and in their innocence and ignorance, they attempted what was forbidden, human alchemy.
What happened next, they were obviously not prepared for, and in the aftermath the brothers lost more than just their mother. In the freak accident Alphonse loses his body, and in a moment of panic Edward ties his brother's soul to a piece of armor. Edward himself loses an arm and a leg, a costly reminder of what has happend.
The story begins and details the brother's journey to find a alchemy amplifier so that they may return to their normal bodies.





3:46 PM
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ARE YOU WHAT YOU EAT??

Try this quiz>>click here


iryani
You are friendly and easygoing. People feel comfortable around you so it is not a surprise that many friends surround you. You have high self-esteem and will not let anyone get you down.You're an unpredictable and strict person. You enter competitions just to taste the sweetness of victory, and love to do lots of travel.You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.




3:41 PM
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Dear you,

I miss home today. I'm pretty sure I miss home after receiving a morning call from mama A sudden rush of loneliness creep into my heart and linger there for a while, long enough to make me end the conversation with a sigh and unconsciously wish I was home standing beside my mama at the kitchen and taste the pindang that she describe to me just now. Yummy...
Above all actually I miss being at home. It’s always a perfect spot for me to release all my stress and came back rejuvenated. ~~Kind of boost that I need right NOW.
I miss my cactus-ies...a back to back spongebob squarepants series*grin...my bed...my room...hurmm...pretty much everythinglah

…finally I let you guys see the melodramatic part of me..



2:56 PM
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Tahukah anda salah satu sebab penghidap aneroxia menahan diri dari makan adalah kerana itu adalah salah satu cara untuk diaorang membuktikan bahawa diaorang ada kuasa untuk kontrol diri sendiri..despite the fact diaorang nak kurus la.

I felt that I’m losing control of my life lately...Sorry...if I make anybody piss off. And just ignore some of my lame excuse and opinions for the last two weeks.Kalau anorexics menahan lapar aku pulak mengemas..hehe~~tak percayake? Semalam aku mop lantai dapur,cuci peti ais,kemas pinggan mangkuk,cuci lantai bilik air,basuh baju berbaldi-baldi,kemas almari macam inspection kat hostel dulu-dulu(bebudak asrama..you know what I mean..),kemas meja study + book racks dll. Way to prove that I’m still in control of my life.

Pernah sekali tu masa farewell dinner form 5..aku rasa sedeh sangat ..aku pergi tukar baju dan tolong makcik dewan makan cuci pinggan mangkuk..huh lega aje rasa lepas tu. Bukan apa sense of accomplishment tu buat aku rasa aku dapat achieve sesuatu. Rasa selesa sangat hehe~~pelik kan?

And for the record...I'm not suffering from aneroxia..*grin



Tuesday, April 13, 2004

5:00 AM
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KENAPA KEGILAAN MELAMPAU?MASYA ALLAH....

Berita 1
seorang perempuan, menjadi mangsa tikaman di Sunway. Kira-kira pukul 9 PAGI, beliau memandu keretanya di Sunway selepas menghantar suaminya ke SJMC. Keretanya telah dilanggar dari belakang dan kemudiannya disamun dan ditikam di Sunway. Hilang 75% darahnya akibat tikaman tersebut.
Berita 2
di Negeri Sembilan, seorang wanita yang keretany telah dilanggar dari belakang, menjadi mangsa samun dan rogol.

Kejadiaan serupa ini banyak berlaku sejak 2-3 bulan ini. Dalam TV, rancangan 999 kemarin ada memaparkan kejadian serupa. Dalam rancangan tersebut, 2 kejadian dipaparkan.
Berita 3
Pertama, seorang wanita yang memandu di Seksyen 7 Shah Alam kira-kira pukul 11 malam, keretanya di langgar dari belakang. Dia kemudiannya di larikan ke kawasan pembinaan di Shah Alam dan dirogol bergilir-gilir.
Berita 4
Kedua, di Gombak Setia. Kereta seorang wanita di langgar dari belakang. Semasa pertengkaran, lelaki yang pura-pura menuruh wanita tersebut memerikasa samaada pintu belakang boleh dibuka atau tidak, telah menolak wanita tersebut kedalam kereta dan rakan lelaki tersebut telah memandu kereta tersebut. Mangsa telah dirogol rasanya (mungkin saya silap). Dia juga telah dicederaka dengan pisau di jari termasuk dikelar dipaha (ada la dalam 3-4inci).
Apa nak jadi nie?Manusia dah jadi lebih rendah dari binatang(ala-ala Wan Kamarudin Wan Ibrahim-Edisi Siasat). Islam mengariskan cara halal untuk memenuhi tuntutan nafsu yang satu tue,tak pulak di ikutnya.Buat pulak kerja-kerja terkutuk nie lepas tu mencederakan mangsa pulak.Lebih teruk membunuh.Kes-kes macam nie makin meningkat..samun then rogol.Makin ramai orang yang tak berakal panjangkah di Malaysia nie?atau pon ramai yang dah gila? At the end syaitan-syaitan laknatullah lah yang senyum sampai ke telinga, bersorak,bertepuk dan menari-nari gembira.Manusia sudah ramai yang tertewas ditangan mereka.



Monday, April 12, 2004

2:05 PM
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Cantik aje buku Graduan tu kat tepi meja belom berusik. Bukan tanak bukak cuma tunggu the right time baru nak bukak pasal nanti lama pulak ambik masa. Kerja tengah banyak nie.Nanti la baru belek. TEC tahun nie tak la meriah sangat or maybe pasal hari nie first day TEC exhibition so tak banyak booth lagi yang bukak. Rata -rata booth banyak yang sesuai untuk students Engineering tapi ade jugak la untuk students teknologi.Ade la jugak bukan nye takde langsung. Banyak booth yang offer walk-in interview, so sape-sape yang nak pegi bawak la banyak sikit resume dan pakai la proper sikit. Siap ada audition untuk ntv7 lagi. For those who like to be under the limelight..glamer..go for it.Aku? No thanks..
Basically kerje nie ade dimana-mana atas bumi tuhan nie. Terpulang pada diri sebenarnya nak kerje atau tak nak. Pilih?Pilihla ikut kesesuaian masing-masing. Set your own priority.Lepas tue pilihla kerja ikut pilihan sendiri. Ingat lagi masa kecik-kecik..cita-cita sikit punya tinggi.Nak jadi saintis,nak panjat gunung everest,nak jadi pramugari,lecturer,lawyer dan macam -macam lagi. Baik..semua tue baik..tapi samada korang perasan atau tak (aku perasan la..) our proirity and choices change as we becomes older. Betul tak?
Ada orang yang bertahun-tahun sekolah asrama,duduk jauh dari family dan bile grad die rasa nak sangat berbakti pada mak dan ayah.Nak duduk dekat dengan family biar boleh jaga mak ayah.Lagi pun mak dan ayah dah tua,selalu sakit,perlukan lebih perhatian.Teringin sangat rasa hati nak berbakti pada mak dan ayah yang jasanya pada die sangat banyak dan tak ternilai sementara mereka ada dan dirinya mampu.Jadi orang macam nie choices ngan priority die dah bertukar. No. 1 dah jadi berbakti pada mak ayah.Nak buat mak ayah gembira so die akan start cari kerja dekat-dekat dengan rumah mak ayah or maybe duduk terus dengan mak dan ayah.Kalau dulu cita-cita nak jadi engineer dekat off shore yang 2 bulan atas pelantar,2 bulan dekat rumah (yang obviously dekat dengan area tempat pemprosesan minyak). Memang duit masuk banyak.Gaji lumayan tapi duduk jauh dari mak ayah yang dah uzur. Sekarang dah bertukar jadi engineer kanan dekat JKR ke TNB ke cawangan yang dekat dengan rumah.
Ada pulak orang yang adik beradik ramai.Bila dah grad hajat di hati nak futher study tapi bila tengok kesian mak sorang-sorang nak uruskan adik yang ramai, duit perbelanjaan skolah adik-adik yang makin lama makin meningkat. Jadi hasrat hati dipendamkan dulu.Cari kerja nak bantu family.So..skali lagi priority bertukar.Pilihan pun bertukar.
Ada yang puas hati kerja dengan company Z tapi bila dapat tau company Z ade pelaburan yang tak halal dan menimbulkan syak die quit.Tak nak bagi family makan hasil yang tak bersih.Tinggalkan kerja swasta yang lumayan akhirnya kerja dengan kerajaan yang gaji biasa aje. Skali lagi..priority dan choice bertukar.
Ada orang yang nak kerja dengan company besar yang kerja tak tentu masa tapi gaji banyak dan benar-benar menepati kehendak hati dan kebolehan dirinya bertukar jadi lecturer yang kerje ngan 9-5 takada overtime,tak ada outstation sangat pasal nak spent lebih masa dengan anak-anak,family.So top priority die kesejahteraan family.Ada pulak orang yang nak nak kerja A akhirnya kerje B.Yang nak kerje C akhirnya kerje D.
apa-apa pun. Jangan risau atau malu nak kerja apa-apa pun asalkan sumbernya halal. Pilihlah kerjaya yang sesuai dengan anda. jangan cari kerja yang akhirnya buat kita regret. Pilihla apa sahaja asalkan halal dan menepati kehendak diri.. Jadi cikgu,kakitangan kerajaan,teknokrat,businessman,businesswoman,polis,askar,laywer,doktor,engineer.Sama sahaja. Tak ade 1st class job and 2nd class job. Yang ada ketenangan hati dan kepuasan bekerja. Priority?Set la sendiri. Samada No 1 anda agama,keluarga,bangsa,keselesaan hidupwang ringgit,darjat,status,dll.Tepuk dada tanya selera.



7:01 AM
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Lepas makan tengah hari dekat Halimah bachik singgah main hall tengok exhibition TEC (Technology,Education and Career). .. from booth to booth..ntv7,schlumberger,msc,mdc,shipping,kinta kelles,art booth,jpa,spa,petronas,proton,pdrm,tudm dll.Grabs some goodies and pamplets including this~for final semester student.



tak nampaka yg underline tue?ni die..
career & employment for Malaysian FRESH Graduate 2004



Thursday, April 08, 2004

6:43 AM
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Internal exibition date are out!!..my presentation session-early in the morning..first group pulak tu..and guess wat not to my surprise i'm among the first 5 to present. Panic attack!!!projek tak siap lagi..!


Submit FYP final draft (for supervisor/external examiner) --- internal exhibition (programme level) --- submit other subject reports/projects --- EDX Exhibition (university level) ~kalau terpilih --- final FYP presentation --- final exams --- submit dissertation --- officially V.I.P (very important penganggur!!)




Tuesday, April 06, 2004

11:28 AM
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tebang tebu keladi we-we
hujan junut mati kantun
sireh pinang mak yong didik
mintak peluk tuan puteri..?


sepiring dua piring
segantang dewa-dewa
makan pulut kuning dengan ____

ram ram pisang
pisang masak layu
jatuh dalam lubang
sambut di Pak Yu

umbut umbut nyior
belalang kedek-kedek
siapa mulut banyak orang tu kene cubit.

old folk song handed down from generation to generation and to me
mesti nak tersenyum bile dengan budak-budak nyanyi
sape tak tau..angkat tangan!



11:13 AM
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Help!!I've been craving for crab almost 3 days..suggestion ?..anybody..or else somebody have to feed me..



Monday, April 05, 2004

12:36 PM
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Bad morning test ~ bad morning jokes ~ sleepy ~ lecture room aircond xfunction ~ another bad jokes ~ sv meeting ~ blackout ~ sleepy ~ hot weather ~ cincau kuning+santan ~ sleepy ~ crave for crabs ~ already peach tea saturated ~ in need of nature treatment ~ eye bags ~ cats ~ fluffy clouds ~ invented long to do list ~ squash? ~ asset liquidation ~ white choc ~ crystal white carbonated drinks ~ vanilla ~ auntie randy ~ jambu café ~ mixFM ~ makcik kentang ~ Sponge Bob ~ Johnson pH 5.5 ONLY ~ candles ~ shopaholic NO..NO(for now) ~ rain ~ freshly cut grass ~ purple ~ lavender ~ cactus ~ sleepy ~ unsure ~ unclear ~ mix up ~ strong ~ hard headed ~ jello heart ~ let go ~ hippi Ibiza ~ cooking ~ cleaning ~ thinking ~ smiling.




Saturday, April 03, 2004

7:28 PM
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biru airnya
luas daerahnya
dalam isinya

hijau tenang
jauh saujana
isinya rahsia

putih menebar
sayup dimata
tinggi letaknya

dari seberang
udara malam datang
aku tersipu

dari seberang
sejuk menjalar
aku terkaku

dari sini
panas membahang
aku bertahan

dari sini
dingin lembut
aku tersenyum

sana sini
biru hijau putih
sini lebih baik
sana hanya mimpi



5:19 PM
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RECOMMENDED!!



Songs :
Al Khaliq
Allah huallah
Bismillah(I am a Muslim)
I Look I See
Month In Islam(Extended Version)
Our Guide Is the Quran
Sing Children Of the World
Tala'a Al-Badru' Alyna
Your Mother

To hear the sample tracks go here

Basically it's an album dedicated to children but I love all the songs in this album. I 've been listening to it over and over again. Dengar kanak-kanak menyanyi message trus sampai ke hati. Tak pecaye??Cuba dengar.
Note : Most fav- Al-Khaliq and I Look I See





Thursday, April 01, 2004

4:02 PM
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It seem that I have been too occupied with myself lately. Sampai tak tau perkembangan sekeliling dah kecuali pasal helicopter yang mendarat depan blok tadi pagi. Bunyinye jer dah cukup buat orang tengah tidor lene tarbangun.
Paling teruk aku tak tahu menahu langsung bila Wan Chik (mak sedara) bersalin. Nasib baik Wan Da yang bersalin beberapa minggu sebelum tue aku tahu. Bising betul bile telefon rumah/auntie/uncle. Lagi teruk kena bila abg kat UK pulak lagi update dari aku.Hehe..ini la akibatnya jarang call rumah.

Tadi pulak terjumpa Kak Aida(x-roomate). Lagi satu berita baru pasal wedding Kak Aida on 4th of June.Tahu juga la pasal wedding tapi tadi baru tahu exact date die. Rupa-rupanya oran g lain semua dah tau. Ketinggalan lagi. Anyway I am so happy pasal dapat pegi Terengganu lagi boleh makan sata,kopok losong,cendol kedai mak siti ~ betul dak nolee?.Nolee,Ujie kene jadi tour guide aku lagi la ye.

Kawin nie dah jadi hot topic pulak sekarang al-maklumla dah nak grad nie. Sekarang nie schedule dah penuh dengan jemputan-jemputan kenduri nie. Keluarga aku maybe lambat sikit nak ade kenduri kenduri kawin nie pasal family baru je nak berkembang.(tengok baru dapat sepupu kecik lagi..). Kecuali lah dalam masa-masa tedekat nie abg Nol ke, Mira ke aku ke(hehe) yang kawin pasal dah masuk umur layak dah heheh..yang lain semua kecik-kecik ..skolah lagi :)

Apa apa pun tak sabar nak tunggu cuti, nak jenguk baby Wan Aisyah Maisara mesti kiut. Baby Wan Ahmad Alif pulak kene tunggu lagi setahun kalau nak jumpe pasal dah balik Nihon :( (see..i know their name..:).tak ketinggalan dah kan?)