Saturday, December 25, 2004
3:19 PM
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Penatnye.....

Salah sendiri jugak la..jalan takde arah tujuan itu la die...penat aje yang dapat.Mid Valley tu bukan kecik kak!

I've been busy again and again and again.Last interim test I don't think that I performed well.I done my part..I studied,I memorized,I learned but deep down in side I still feel that it's not enough.2 1/2 months was not enough to tune my way of thinking,reasoning and approaching exam questions.Result will be out soon and hopefully it will be better that I expected.

Huh..cold sweat..

Last Friday class our favourite lecturer(he really is!),mentioned that the agonizing most torturing 3 months-not-enough-time-classes-to-cover-all as our last opportunity to celebrate life.Not for whole life time but for the next 3 and a half years ahead.He mentioned it as our last "honeymoon period".Sound scary hah?But thanks to him for being so frank with us..we really need all that.Nobody want to be experiencing severe culture shock when we entered this line of work.He added that,for the next 3 years you will be working like mad,have nearly zero social life,no time meeting friends,go to a movie,attending lunch invitation and worst of all less time for your own 'ME' time.Herm...I nearly think twice that time.But you know what 'when going gets tough,the TOUGH gets going'.No things we desire in life came rolling under our nose without putting some effort in it..Nak makan pon kene usaha..bukannye makanan tu datang melayang masuk dlam perut kite.

Anyway He did mentioned that we might have some serious problems on handling our personal life.For those who already found their significant other..a very very hard work needed to keep the relationship going when you can't be around him often.Most of your day will be buried behind all those companies financial records,out to client place,etc..etc.For those who haven't find the ONE, you won't find a chance to find it for the next 3 years.Herm...sudahh..camtue la pulak.It's sound bad huh!

It's all comes down to the words 'sacrifices'.Easy to say but very hard to do.
Semoga hati tabah dan kental menghadapi cabaran mendatang...

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Friday, December 17, 2004
6:07 PM
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Buat pertama kalinya terbaca majalah nie "Milenia Muslim".Tak pernah jumpa kat kedai buku..pelik jugak tapi dah di belek-belek rupa-rupanya majalah keluaran YADIM(Yayasan Dakwah Islamiah Malaysia).Menarik isi kandungan nya.
Ada satu puisi keluaran disember:

DUNIA DALAM PUISI

Ketika bertanya seseorang
kepada Rasulullah tentang perbandingan
antara dunia dan akhirat

Lalu jawab Nabi;
Adapun segala keseronokan di dunia ini
Tidak lain adalah kesenanagn
bagi orang orang yang terpedaya

Sebab
Jika dibandingkan dengan kenikmatan
yang terdapat di syurga
maka dunia adalah tidak lebih
seperti seketul bangkai yang ditarik atau direbut
olehj beberapa ekor anjing

Sewaktu bertanya lagi seseorang
kepada Rasulullah tentang perbandingan
antara dunia dah akhirat

Maka jawab pula Nabi;
Celupkan jarimu ke air laut
maka air yang menitis
dari hujung jarimu itulah dunia

Maka air yang selebihnya
tertinggal disegara lautan
Itulah akhirt!

Nak tau lebih lanjut tentang majalah nie..sila klik>>> www.mileniamuslim.com.my

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Friday, December 03, 2004
2:40 PM
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For all the reasons, lately I’ve been busy. My class runs smoothly and I’m getting near to my first milestone -the interim test. Sorry to all for my long silent and for not responding to any of your e-mail, sms or any invitation and lunch date. Here is some piece of my thought that I wanted to share with all.

I been passing through Avenue K (the one connected to KLCC underground LRT route) everyday for the last one and a half months and have becoming a loyal customer of mamak stall in front of Ambank Finance and subconsciously consuming tuna sandwich almost every morning. Seeing KLCC from different angle really amuse me. Previously I have been proud members of the Petronas Tower and had only view the nearby area from top but never from the bottom. I was so pleased with all the development around the KLCC and silently made an assumption that we have finally become a well develop nation.

But for the last few weeks I realized that whatever I've seen and predict before was not accurate at all. How can we become a well develop nation when there still exist a part of our people who struggling to survive from peoples leftovers, sleeping at the very corner of bus stop and killing times watching the day goes by and do nothing?
I feel mad and sad at the same time. Mad because a totally healthy human being had only wasting their energy and time that should be spent to improve his living or worst still his country and sad that they are so caught up in their dream world. I also can begin to imagine how people can be so comfortable being meaningless dots in this world when everything in front of him change and progress quickly to becomes better.

How can we become a well develop nation when there are people who refuse to change their mentality and attitude that it is good enough as long as you can survive a day without scratch and whatever comes the next day is another story.

I'm not trying to look like a perasan baik dan terrer person.It just that I don't like it at all

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