Thursday, January 27, 2005
3:36 PM
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What can I say about 23.

Nice number.
It's in ascending order.
Ermm...it's 23?

So little can I say about the number but so many words to say how thankful I am to be bless with friends.Thanks to all my friends who remember this so-called-friend birthday.26012005 was nicer than I thought *wide smile Ahaks!
Sorry if I can't recognize some of your voice. Lame tak dengar la..ingat ingat lupa.Plus I'm a scattered-brain remember? and not to mention lampi hehehe.
Luv You all!!

And for all my pal-DOB 25th,26th,and 28th january birthday boys and girls welcome to 23!

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Monday, January 24, 2005
5:35 PM
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Manusia penuh dengan persoalan dan masalah.Tak putus putus masalah datang dan pergi.Malah ade yang mengatakan manusia itu belum cukup manusianya kalau tidak bermasalah.Betul atau tak..wallahualam...
Tapi yang pasti 'remedy'nya.Apasaja penyakit dalam dunia ini ada penawarnya kecuali mati.Jadi penyakit bermasalah ni berpunca dari hati.Kadang kadang kita sendiri yang memberatkan masalah itu.Risau pada yang tak sepatutnya.Buka balik kitab suci diatas almari tu.

Ya Allah..aku pun sama!

Bila hati menghadap Tuhan
baru ku sedar ada kelemahan
terasa kerdil berbanding yang Esa
Terharu terfikir betapa agungnya
Tuhann...

*Muslimin dari berbagai-bagai penjuru dunia melaksanakan ibadah haji di tanah suci sudah mahu pulang.Bila lagi ya...

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Saturday, January 15, 2005
3:20 PM
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Alahai nasi...

Penuh perahu dengan berangan,
Buat didagang di Tanjung Kali,
Sudah kenyang nasi sepinggan,
Tapi di tambah berkali-kali,

Sudah kenyang nasi sepinggan,
Tapi di tambah berkali-kali,
Penuhnya lauk mengisi pinggan,
Kenapa pinggan sebelah juga di iri?

Kenapa yer?

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2:51 PM
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It could be to late for this...but here my story

The Blackout

I was stranded at Megan Avenue ground floor for hours - lift out of service - can get up to 7th floor. When up with the one and only lift functioning by using backup power supply - horrified! - Power die tak stable - Walked to KLCC to catch the LRT - had to cross the main road because Avenue K was closed - horrified! - Massive traffic chaos - everybody huh! - It brings out the worst in everyone - KLCC - dark - hot - underground LRT also closed. - Stranded at KLCC - went to surau - cannot performed prayer - no water for wuduk - Everyone pakat-pakat beli mineral water untuk kumpul air untuk wuduk - wait from 12 to 4 - Try to catch bus to Kotaraya because I need to find alternative way to went back to PJ bantai aje. - Big trouble! - Tak tau cara lain nak balik kecuali LRT! - From Kotaraya walked to Pasar Seni - Asked Rapid KL people which bus to FAM PJ - Needed to walk back to Bangkok Bank then.. penat gila..dugaan puasa la kot - Alhamdulilah I met an LRT personnel and asked for feeder bus to Kelana Jaya but got a better news ,finally...!LRT start functioning at 5.15 pm.- Catched the first LRT ride home (thanks to Touch n Go card I don't have to join the longgggg queue) - arrived at station - catched a bus - had a nice shower and rest-:)

Finished class at 12am – arrived home 6pm..What a day to remember, what a day to forget!

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Monday, January 10, 2005
5:40 PM
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HOPE & GRIEF

I have nothing in words to share with you but pictures that kept me thinking...


An Acehnese woman looks out of a hospital window in the tsunami-hit city of Banda Aceh on the Indonesian island of Sumatra



An Indian man cries as he holds the hand of his eight-year-old son killed in a tsunami in Cuddalore, 120 miles south of the Indian city of Madras. At least 21,000 people were killed in coastal areas across south Asia after an earthquake off the Indonesian island of Sumatra produced a deadly tsunami

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Saturday, January 08, 2005
3:54 PM
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Morning-Yell-Tears

Maybe I wake up today at the wrong side of my bed. Or maybe I do need a wake up call to reality...maybe.

Nobody deserves to ruin someone else's day with their tantrum and agitation. Yelling and screaming was not a good way to show power and superiority. I am a strong believer of diplomacy and peace.(but I'm far from being a yuppies da' hippies..ahaks!) Now my respect for them has been mixed with feeling of uncertainty of whether they deserve to earn such respect. Blame me. I don't care. Yes, argument is unavoidable but being a person as intelligent and as wise as they are such acts seem to be absurd. I don't blame any one it. But I did felt a cold tingling feeling in my spine listening to them. It hit me almost immediately that one day I might be in her shoe. I don't know probably I act the same. Or much worst or much better?

Oh my. I rather trade that heated argument this morning with teh tarik and roti bakar.

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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
1:31 PM
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I'm sick
I had a terrible headache and my body temperature was way above normal. I can barely talked and think straight for the last two days. Pillow, blanket, pills and sweater had become my loyal friends. Today I am feeling a bit better although the pain in my head is still disturbing. This is what happens to us when we grew older. We seldom get sick but once we did it going to be bad... really bad.

I remember when I had my German measles when I was 10.It was Aidilfitri and I was at my relative house when I first notice that there were red dots all over my forehead. It feels itch and I start scratching and scratching. My brother had it before and probably I was infected by the germs from my brother. Then my younger brother and my baby sister who was only 3 years old. She cry and cry and cry non-stop. Pity her. Any way we recover fast enough. I remember seeing my uncle also infected by it .How painful it seem and how weak he was. He was bed ridden for days. He takes sometimes to recovered from it. My opah used to say that "it you are infected with German Measles when you are much older then the more painful it will be and the longer time you need to recover" How true it was. (I don't think I need to give a long speech on how our body and antibody change over our age coz I am certain that everyone was well informed about it*grin)

Anyway...I need to recover fast. There are assignments and homework that demand my attention. For now I need to get back to my 4 most loyal friends. My head is spinning and my sore throat is making me more uncomfortable to stay awake. I need my sleep. Chow!

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Monday, January 03, 2005
5:59 PM
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Hear me Mumble..

1)Got my eye on nokia flip phone;have to wait till price goes down a bit
2)Desperate to buy a new pair of shoes; my feet is killing me.
3)Wanting to watch Phantom of The Opera;need to find people with equal intrest on the
movie or else they might sleep thru the whole thing.waste of money!
4)aand Pleaze somebody Jalan Masjid India jom...nak pi beli tudung.

I wrote something and deleted it and wrote and deleted it again.I am having a hard times to express my feeling tonight.

I am unwritten
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
the pen's in my hand
ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window
let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find
reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your inhabitions


feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with eyes wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten

I break tradition
sometimes my tries
are outside the line
we've been conditioned
to not make mistakes
but i can't live life that way

Staring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window
let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find
reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your inhabitions


feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with eyes wide open
today is where your book begins

feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with eyes wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten


Staring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window
let the sun illuminate the words that you can not find
reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your inhabitions

feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with eyes wide open
today is where your book begins

feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with eyes wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten

the rest is still unwritten

the rest is still unwritten

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5:15 PM
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Tahun baru datang lagi...

Setiap kali kita buka dan tutup '12 purnama' perjalanan hidup kita banyak cerita suka dan duka yang kita titipkan bersama-sama.Yang pahit itu paling kita kenang dan yang indah itu paling kita sayang.

"Just look back to all those days you went thru.If it make you cry and smile it is a sign that you have spent your entire year doing something wonderful called living your life but if you can't feel any different at all..thats mean you've wasted a year of it"

Malas rasanya nak bercerita pasal cerita-cerita tahun lepas.Tutup buku.Buku baru 2005 dah terbuka luas untuk diisi.

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Tsunami yang menghentam Asia peritnya masih terasa.After effect is very devastating. Penyakit,kelaparan,kemiskinan,tekanan perasaan semuanya berkumpul menjadi satu membunuh semangat mereka satu demi satu.Bantuan yang mencurah-curah hanya tinggal bantuan semata-mata dek kerana tak dapat di salurkan kepada yang memerlukan.Takziah buat yang kehilangan,bersyukur buat yang selamat dan tabah lah menanti buat yang belum dijumpai.

No point to elaborate futher pasal seme org dah cakap pasal nie dlm blog masing-masing..*grin

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Herm.Last Saturday was the happiest moment in my life.For the first time ever after a very very very long time my family of six are able to sit togather and enjoy our dinner here in PJ.My sister was happy and relieve with her PMR result,my bros, mama baba and I was equally happy for her.
Late that evening my brother shipment of "macam-macam" arrived.I got a stack of Danielle Steele books with several other book which he had promised.Phew..now I have to find some times to read all that..
We ate togather with my aunties and cousins.It was a picture purrfect.A kodak moment which I doubt that we will be experiencing all that again any sooner because of circumstances such as works,studies and stuffs.

Pergh...why am I so often moved by small..small thhings..silly me..*grin + wink

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