Thursday, July 28, 2005
1:46 AM
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Update Soksek...

Semalam dua jam setengah surfing.Maybe sebab connection OK dan dah ada kerusi baru yang selesa gile.Selalunya on weekdays nie just check email sekejap aje lepas tu tutup.
Apapun semalam betul-betul goes through friendster.Try to play catch up with friends' news.

My juniors Irfan + Habibah dah kawin.Cepatnye Bibs!
Kak Farah + Abang pon dah kawin.Couple zaman Soksek berjaya jua...walaupon sorang kat UK sorang kat US*grin
Abang Ashir pon dah kawin...
Abang Wira pon...kawin n dpt kerje dengan Accenture.
Kak Wan Wardatul Amani Wan Salim...dpt scholarship Purdue Univ n tengah buat Phd Nanotechnologysambil jadi RA…pergh.Kak Amani Head Girl masa saya Form 1.Kira idola la time tue.Her background make me feels she is different from all idoal I used to have.She's intelligent dalam hal-hal dunia dan akhirat ,active in Ko-Q(tokoh Puteri Islam M'sia),Pemenang Bahas Piala Perdana Menteri,comes from family where both parent is Al-Azhar graduate. Kalau dengar die bercakap semua orang diam jer.
Kak Nasibah baby dah 2 orang.Even her kid sister (my unimate) dah nak kawin..alhamdulillah dapat suami yang soleh.
Ida + Chipun...dah bertunang…next year insya-allah kenduri.This going to be biggest soksek reunion ever!
Gar selamat menjadi suami orang.
Koi,Choe,Berg,Chipun,Mamluk,Faqrimy semua PETRONAS ekspot ke Sabah/Sarawak untuk kerje kat sane.
Koi nak bertunang jugak…awat tak habaq!
Yeh kat Pahang.
Duan kat Schlumberger Pantai Timur.
Joely kat Petronas KLCC.Bau-bau nasik minyak dah ade *wink
Zairreen Nisa pet sister Piechia blaja kat France.
And Hirdawhere is she actually..pi France jugak ke?
Kampung Soksek dekat Telekom Tower..ramai betul kat sane tue.
And Khairi is back...if you read this..Joely nak buku-buku yang die pesan.*grin

Miss padang besar,padang puteri (where's all the drama is bile share padang ngan bebudak Stinger),kutip mempelam pakai baldi bila datang musim mempelam,makan asam jawa petik dari pokok blakang kelas,tengok pokok kurma ustaz ade buah ke tak,ketuk pintu kakak dewan makan tengah2 malam bile lapar,belakang high table punya drama(keskeskes),dorms n room,kolah besar,3 Biru,4 Sarjana,5 sarjana dewan makan,inspection,pasar malam,wayang pakai kain rentang,orientation,hiking Bukit Mertajam kul 3 pagi,dedications service (roses,chocs,apples,),posmen karat,note bawah meja dan celah buku,rumah ustazah Aishah,teka suara sapa yang azan hari tue,open asrama day(chance masuk asrama dak lelaki...tgk diaorg kemas dorm gile-gile),jumpe gambar member-member lelaki dalam almari budak junior-kire admirerla,nasik lemak kantin,char kue teaw Apis,roti canai Taman Alma,Cikgu Zamri...
Kesimpulannya…Miss Soksek sangat sangat sangat (best time ever!)rase cam nak menangis pulak~~sob.sob.sob

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
5:25 AM
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What make a man a MR Right?

Could it be his stability?
His heart?
His ability to charm the whole family?
His richness?
His determination?
His vision?
*this is not an exhaustive list

I was wondering just that while watching the eligible bachelors visiting Elly’s family in Keramat.Putting emotion aside, with all the attributes they have The One chosen by Elly’s family probably will be the man who look like Datuk Farid Ridzuan. He is matured, have stability, family man, polite, and humble.

But what ever it is. This show actually providing all the guys out there some tips on how to behave while visiting a family-to-be.

I already expected Hasrul to be eliminated yesterday because of trying to hard to be above the rest. And probably his career at that moment was not as what the family expected their future family member to be. But who knows. It could be the other way around.

Herm, this is one good thing for all of us to ponder? What actually we are looking for in a man.Elly going to have a tough time deciding because there are quite a few great man in the competition or is it to early to tell?

For the moment, I will try to search for my Kaduk somewhere...

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3:34 AM
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Hi mates,

This posting is actually for yesterday (26/7).Sayang nak buang so. I’ll post it today.

Listening to Lifehouse – Take Me Away (studio acoustic)

Today I arrive to work 1 hour earlier.Hehe...my experimental week has started before I can fully approve myself driving to work. Since I am still in free time period, my posting becomes daily instead of weekly, monthly or one in a blue moon.
In between deciding which road to take and thinking whether I am going in the right direction I listen to Jean Charles de Menezes case. A 27 years old Brazilian man who works hard in London in order to support his father cancer treatment. Did you know that?

The authorities had conveyed their regrets and apologize for such tragedy to the Brazil government which I guess to avoid confrontation by Brazilian of their lack of judgment. But to paraphrase the words of one Alice Ayres: "Where is this sorry you speak of? I can’t touch it, I can't see it, I can't feel it. I can hear it, I can hear some words but I can't do anything with your easy words." No amount of sorry will ever bring back Jean Charles de Menezes to his family; and he leaves us, in the eyes of the powers that be, just another piece of collateral damage, while the bigwigs wage war against selective terror, from one end of the globe to another.

Saying sorry won't change the fact they have made such a stupid mistake. Saying he is a suspect just because he carried a backpack and running away cannot constitute the five shots he receive at point blank. Come onla...5 shots, as if they are so sure....

Macam pepatah melayu "Terlajak perahu boleh diundur,terlajak kata (perbuatan) badan binasa..."

Listening to Serendipity OST Bap Kennedy – Moonlight Kiss

I still want to go to London someday despite what happen.









Movie title: And I hate you so
Scene : Night. Kelly Chan (columnist) in a taxi heading towards airport on her way to Europe
: Aaron Kwok (DJ) working.

It's raining outside. Both were sad. He wanted her to stay but didn't say it. So he played this song to express what he was feeling then.

I wish you love.(by Late Dean Martin)

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss
But more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best, my very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love















Hi Love,
This is the actual today posting.

Today (27/7).Today I intentionally leave home slightly late than yesterday. Traffic is still fine because I am able to arrive at my office more or less the same time like yesterday. I guess 10 to 15 past 7 is the ideal time for me to start off.

Today I woke up a little bit late but a few seconds earlier than the rest. My beauty sleep was disturbed by meowing of our cats. They meowing and meowing so loud as in scared meowing until it forced me to go outside a check on them. On previous night they did meowing out loud at 3 am but I did not try to look out the window because I was scared that I might saw something else. Come on...it is 3 in the morning who knows what roaming outside. I can still imagine the scary stories back in my school vividly. This time I unlocked the door and went outside. Well it is not that they were injured, sick but just because another stray bobcat went inside and ate their food. He went into their territory. All those taiko cats voice out their rage towards the outsider from the cage since they were locked up during the night.Huh...those cats....and me, a scared silly girl. That why I banned all scary/thriller movie for my viewing with exception if watch with a bunch of people and in daytime I'll approve it. I remember watching a scary Thai movie alone at ASTRO. Every time it came to scary part I'll change channel and I end up not understand what actually I was watching. Ha-ha. Let just stick to Remember the Titan, Braveheart and The Matrix for my own sake.

Because of the cats I managed to squeeze myself in the shower first then everyone. There are two showers but this is the one where I store all my toiletries.Ulala~nice

All my unimate cum schoolmate semua kene antar Sabah Sarawak except Joely kat KLCC.Lunch-date ngan die je la if Friday...itu pon takleh slalu...coz die ader lunch-date tetap *grin.
Btw sape tau Body Shop sale best tak skrg??

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Monday, July 25, 2005
11:49 AM
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The one event I don,t bother watching until now....

As a child, I used to hate this event. This is one of the events that will make me throwing tantrum all day long because I can't watch my favourite cartoon. The TV1, 2 and 3 (That's the only channel we have back then...) will shows the same thing and attempts to change channels every few minutes won't make any different either.
As a teenager, I still don't watch it either except glancing thru newspaper headlines the next morning. Looking back I would say what and ignorant Malaysian citizen I am. This is on of the event that actually will set up our entire nation future plan whether long term or in short term basis. No matter what you political persuasion is, put aside all our difference and watched it. You'll be surprise of what you might encounter along the way.

It's act as mirror to us. We can actually see from the issues they raise on how Malays mentality had grown for the past years and where actually we stand in this multi racial nation. One of the reason I loath this event will be the fact that there are no new issues raise pertaining the development of our nation accept the same old issues being brought up again and again.

This year pre, and post UMNO assembly events had caught my attention. As ignorance Malay, the president brave and bold statement hit me right between my noses. The President of UMNO admitted the failure of the NEP came from the weakness of the implementation and the abuse of the privileges by the Malays, themselves. He reminded the assembly that the elected power given to UMNO and the Government is an amanah (a trust) given by the people. And by 2020, there will be no more NEP to support the Malays and the situation by then, has to be "saksama" (in this context, meaning equal and fair to all races).

It was one part of Vision 2020 that we Malays had fail to see. His words flow like an Antarctica breeze in the PWTC hall. The silent reply by the participant and the slow murmur from the crowd signifies that finally the time has come for all of use to stand on our feet. I realize that such strong statement will create difference feedback from the nation. Some would support the motion and some won't. Some would say they are ready and some would say they need more time.

I remember watching Boston Public where argument between black and white students actually results in racism problem in the school. The white student who are far better than the black student in term of CGPA are furious when the black student receive and offer to continue his study in Harvard instead of him. He question the Affirmative Action (more or less like a special privilege that we receive in Malaysia) for being injustice and irrelevant. It creates emotional turbulence in the school not only between students but also teachers.

What ever it is 2020 is just 14 years to go. It's not a very long time. By that time I will be 39 years old. That will make my generation among the middle level leader at that era. What already been stated will definitely going to be performed. How we going to react are very subjective. The only sure thing here is the fact that in 14 years from now they will be no crutches to support us. We need to learn to walk straight and strong by ourselves.

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
1:45 PM
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So far so good.

Besides adding a new limb to my body with weighting around 2 kg and not to mention that I must guard with all my life everything is fine.

First impression is important. The first impression the firm gave me was a positive one. I got my new limb attached to me starting on my first day. Training before work was the best. They wanted us the associates to be able to assimilate smoothly into the firm working environment.

My real job does not start until next month. After training early next month I will be on a non stop ride until end of the year. Work...Work...and work some more. As for now I just need to familiarize myself with surrounding, working ethics and the people and be extra nice to the secretary.

My team name can be associates with something so relaxing and calm. Does the word SPA remind you of a cozy facial and body treatment fit for a king ? Ha-ha in reality my job never come close to that. My SPA stand for System & Process Assurance. In other word I'll be the one checking your company IT system and report back to your boss.

Traveling is part and parcel of this job. The difference is whether you travel around Klang Valley or all over Malaysia depends on the location of your client.

Oh...Here comes the tea-lady...need to have a sip...

Making new friends was great too. There's a student doing practical here that turn out to be my junior in Uni.Ha-ha at least we can still gossiping about Tronoh weather on how unreasonable to send clothes to laundry when the fierce sun could dry your jeans in two hour and also about the notorious Safai.Too bad today was his last day.

Back to Tronoh you go Fahmi!

All the others was great too, Sab, Cik Pah, Shirley, Jennifer, Khai Chiat, Eric, Shantini, etc.etc...which I've yet to remember their name.

Finally, my shoulder sore. On positive note, of all the heavy lifting of my new 2kg limb hopefully… my arm will turn out beautifully toned like Angelina Jolie arm in Tomb Raider. A-ha-ha ...as if!

P/S Aziah, my uni-mate now a mom! A baby girl was delivered recently making Aziah a MOM and Mustang a DAD.AyahIbu, MamaBaba, UmmiAbuya (mama panggil arwah shidee (grandpa) macam tue).Mira...pegi la melawat jiran kat HUKM kot-kot berkat lawatan...hehehe...and nolee aku tak jumpe-jumpe lagi kapten, die outstation kot last time I saw die bawak file banyakkk.

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
3:28 PM
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What ever I wanted to say for the last 2 weeks seem irrelevant and unimportant now.

The bombing is devestating...

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Friday, July 01, 2005
3:15 PM
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QAISY DAN LAILA

Habsah Hassan had a vision a long time a go to create a film about Imam Bukhari.She and her fellow friends planned to film the whole scene in Uzbek.But as always planned sometimes might fail, when one door close usually there's another door or window that will be open. That is when the creation of Qaisy dan Laila took place.

"Saudara-saudaraku... Tidak bermakna apa-apa apabila menjadi satu bangsa yang besar, kalau kita terus berselisih faham sesama kita. Hulurkan lah salam persaudaraan. Bersatulah untuk mengembalikan maruah yang sekian lama menjadi mangsa kegelojohan dunia. Bersatulah saudara-saudaraku... bersatulah."
..said Qaisy in Pashtun language as he climb down a hill and meet the Afghan brothers.

The story of poverty and suffering of the Afghan people related by a Mercy Malaysia volunteer so deeply touched lyricist and film producer Habsah Hassan that it inspired her to write the script for Qaisy dan Laila.

Qaisy dan Laila is a love story between an Afghan young man, Qaisy, and a Malaysian medical relief volunteer, Laila. The gist of the story has Qaisy cutting short his studies in Malaysia to return home to look after his little sister when the rest of his family members were killed in the war. There he meets Laila who joins a Malaysian medical relief group to look for adventure. It is a humanitarian base film although there is a hint of love story in it which I believe needs to be included in order to capture the Malaysian viewer.

I have not seen the movie but I am looking forward to watch it. I have seen a few scenes from the movie in Wanita Hari Ini today. It's so moving and I give a thumb up to the cinematography although they experience time and equipment constraint back in Quetta. A humanitarian Islamic movie is very rare in Malaysia so jom..la pegi tengok sama-sama....

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