Friday, August 26, 2005
2:37 PM
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Network malfunction..so post skali semua dalam satu.

24th August 2005
Those who defy the norm...

They are not law breaker surprisingly to say they are the avid law abider. The degree of separation was so blur, but they manage to steer their way right into the coast they want to land on ...and prosper. This is the people who defy the norm. They stand up and choose their own path no matter how gigantic the force to drive them away and back into the designated road people suggests they should.

Julia Robert in Mona Lisa Smile also defies the norm. And see how the socialite grown because of her. So does Keanu Reeves in The Replacement, Denzel Washington in Remember the Titans and Batman (buleh consider ke superhero nie!!)

People may see them as crazy people taking the road less travel towards unsure destiny but importantly they made their choice not choice determine by others for them. They take all the risks of screw things up with them. They don't hesitate.
Hesitation only makes things complicated.

25th August 2005
Dreams...

Old folks said if you dream of snake biting you it's means you going to receive a marriage proposal.
If you dream of losing your tooth it's a sign that you going to lose someone dear to you.
I dream of Ann Abour again...
It so weird because I used to dream of it before...masa teringin nak sambung Master dulu masa sibuk-sibuk pegi MACEE.Masa tue logik la tapi bukan takat Michigan Univ je,IIT,Indiana Univ,Carnegie Mellon semua skali la.
In my dream, I always stand at the dock looking out into the ocean. Stare as if waiting for something...
Ye la slalu mimpi aku cam katun-katun je kejap kat A kejap kat B pastu tiba-tiba kat C pulak ini..herm..weird~~
It so surreal.Kalo pakai Virtual Reality nyer gadget dalam CAVE siap ngan impulse detector pun tak rase cam nie. As if I can feels the wind.

So, sape boleh interpret? Sile~sile~

26th August 2005
Love is so short, forgetting is so long...

Last time I have a pretty off-white shirt with airplane mechanical drawing at the front that I love so much since I bought it with every single penny that I earned. It was so nice that I saved it to wear only on important events or occasions. One day it's gone. I was so heart broken especially when I know who stole it (won't tell here how I know then this posting will be too CSI-ish...hehehe).I keep thinking about the shirt and how much I loathe that person.Everytime I think about it again I felt my heart twitch.
Circumstances that drove our feeling and emotion up the wall and down like rollercoaster are what we remember the most. The same sensation hits our emotion system and it happened repeatedly.
It could happen to those who lost precious things, lovers, wife, family, dreams, security and other that matter most to our life. So why do we keep experiencing the feeling when circumstances puts us in situation where there's things that might jogged back all those painful or happy memories?
To forget things takes time. Our mind is a very robust memory storage that takes sometimes to actually dispose all that. Every single thing is vividly recorded in those unlimited storage. The looks, the smells, the act, the talk, the walk, the style, the warmth are all the things that might trigger the landmine. It's either you accidentally blow yourself up or somebody else might.
When you already blow up back into pieces like before you going to needs time to mend it up. And that time taken is sooo damn long....
Resemblance do reminisce the past.really!

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Monday, August 22, 2005
8:25 AM
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Joely selamat bertunang akhirnya…Banyak sangat rintangan dalam hidup die akhirnya dia sampai ke hujung-hujung jalan sebelum bukak chapter baru dalam hidup die.I'm happy for you.Sweet sangat die masa majlis tu dengan baju soft pinknya.Hantaran lelaki 5 dulang berbalas 7 dulang dari pihak Joely.Dapat tengok bakal suami Joely jugak time tue pasal die pon datang maybe jadi guide untuk rombongan family die.Kes..kes..kes..kes
I don't know him at all but I can say is he looks nice and sincere.Nampak cam orang baik-baik aje.

Majlis kendurinya nanti bulan November nie.Tanak cakap tarikh die...biarla Joely yang cakap sendiri.

Balik ke UTP hari tu seronok jugak walaupon sehari jer.Banyak perubahan dekat UTP as well as kat Batu gajah.Kedai belut dah takde,gerai Kelantan dah bukak balik,foodcourt depan pasar batu Gajah dah takade die pindah kat tempat lain dan UTP berwajah baru.Masjid terapung kite tu belom siap lagi tapi aku rase memang cantik la.Ade ala-ala masjid Putrajaya sket-sket.Sempat jumpe the girls. Guys, member-member lame dari soksek sampai UTP tak sempat jumpe but I heard great news bout you guys.Pergh...cemerlang sampai dpt anugerah rector beberape orang!Bukan itu sahaja..siap ade yang melangkah lebih jauh lagi,bertunang...pergh...!Bagus la tue..

And Mira,I talk to one of my tax friends. Die cakap tak banyak sangat kerja.depends on client yang you work with jugak.If the client like to pending jobs at one time you have to do one whole chunk in one go.Tapi kalo client tue OK,Bagi you information and work ikut schedule, you tak busy sangat la.I think it suit you.

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Thursday, August 18, 2005
9:05 AM
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Now:
Training days just began.AS/400,UNIX,LINUX,HP-UX,WIN2K,SAP...list goes on. I am swarm with notes, manuals and slides. I really can't figure exactly how much information stick to my memory like the sticky bit... (Cannot be remove except by user with Root access) and how much actually lost in transmission (Donno actually which RAID level that I used).
But I am glad that we only covering the security part of those OS in order to pin point loop holes in people system.Hahaha…cam penyibuk pon ader.Tapi sure MNI bangge kan..Security la kate kan.*wink

Hari nie training cancels. So duduk opis aje la.Since my job is project/job-specific base, so AT means free time...Hehehe...although it will not reflect positively in my performance appraisal tapi nak buat macam mane.My assignment manager pon suruh pending job sekarang pasal nak tunggu sorang lagi associate. New job coming in right after the current job but current job pending.Abih la nanti overlap.

On positive note, I don't really mind coz I like this job! Hopefully by the end of this week I know how to used the Q values, all the shells(C shell, Korn shell, Bourne shell Restricted shell) as well as know how to read those registry (aiyaa this registry is killing me ooo)

CAUTION: Excessive/inappropriate used of jargons are the symptom that writer experiencing information overload.

This weekend:
Hujung minggu nie,banyak aktiviti.Kenduri ada dua,tiga nak kene pegi,nak jumpe Azreen ngan Linde' nak catch up cerita-cerita terbaru.Diaorang nie setengah tu dah melangkah ke macam-macam alam dah selepas alam pembelajaran Hehehe.Old-soksek stories pon banyak tak habis share lagi.Hehehe.Linde' balik dari Jepun buat research alang-alang kita get together la.*wink.Pehtue dah alang-alang kat Ipoh singgah UTP jap jumpe kawan-kawan seUNi dan seUNI+seSOKSEK diaorang sibuk nak convo nie.

Looking forward:
MATTA Fair September.
Kalo ongkosnya kencang mimpi bisa jadi kenyataan dong~

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Thursday, August 11, 2005
6:07 AM
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Hola,

A BEND in a road is not the end of the road...UNLESS you fail to make the TURN

....no matter how bad and uncomfortable it is just make the turn!!No matter how many papers you must take..take it to be certified!

"If one is lucky, a solitary fantasy can totally transform one million realities."

yerp.yerp.yerp.toodles~

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12:32 AM
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HAZE:YOUR GUIDE FOR STAYING HEALTHY

WHAT IS 'HAZE' ?
Haze is a phenomenon or occurrence caused by the accumulation of fine
particles in the air which are barely visible to naked eye. These
particles may occur naturally or may be an outcome of human activities

like open burning or smoky discharges from factories and exhaust of
motor vehicles.When these particles accumulate in large quantities and

suspend in the air, they can lock out sunlight and visibility will be greatly reduced.

AIR POLLUTANT INDEX (API)

API VALUE STATUS

0 - 50 - Good
51 - 100 - Moderate
101 - 200 - Unhealthy
201 - 300 - Very unhealthy
301 - 500 - Dangerous

WHAT ARE THE SYMPTOMS OF HEALTH PROBLEMS AS A RESULT OF EXPOSURE TO
THE HAZE?

The effects of continuous exposure to the haze
include:-

-Itchy sensation in the throat, and coughing, increased phlegm
-Difficulty in breathing (wheeze) or nose block Pain, irritation, red
watery eyes Itchy skin rashes

If above symptoms persist, get advice and treatment at the nearest
clinic.

PREVENTION OF HAZE-RELATED ILLNESSES

*Close all windows and doors to your bedroom. Boil a kettle (electric)
of water in the room and allow the steam to fill the room. Allow 10 -
15 minutes for the fine water vapor (steam) to collect the pollutants
/ particles in the air and settle down.
After this the room should contain healthier air.

*Usage of face and surgical masks are of no use if they are not
regularly changed as they can act as a base for bacteria to grow and
result in other infections. Only very close fitting masks that do not
allow air to enter through the sides of the mask are effective.

*Limit all outdoor activity as far as possible e.g avoid outdoor sport

or physical activities.

*Always wash / bathe as soon as you return from outdoors. This will
minimize eye / skin irritation.
For minor eye irritation try using over the counter eye drops e.g Eye
Mo.

*Use your car air-conditioner when traveling in the car.

* Drink a lot of water.

*Smokers are advised to quit smoking.

* Those who suffer from diseases such as flu, bronchitis, asthma,
conjunctivitis, heart diseases or chronic lung diseases should seek
immediate treatment at the clinic or hospital if their condition
worsens.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
8:49 AM
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Aduhai Jerebu...

Teruk sangat...Rasa macam sedut asap je masuk peparu.Cam second-hand smoker la pulak.Takut betul bila tengok dari tingkat 12 ofis hari nie.Selalu boleh nampak PWTC walaupun blur-blur hari nie tak nampak bayang langsung.Rase dah sesak nafas dah tadi bule kluar time lunch ke MJ.
Yang peliknya report kata udara dekat Sumatera dah clear sikit.Rupa-rupanya angin dah tiup semuanya ke sini.Kucing-kucing kat rumah pon dah lalok jer hidu asap hari-hari.

Aduhai jerubu~~

p/s - they provided us all with face mask.Now, we all look like surgeon

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8:45 AM
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I wandered around 10th,11th and 12th floor and settle for a seat in library. It is like that if you enter office late. In my case...worst after lunch. There are no sit left, common area are damn full and it seem the only place left is managers workstations and it so happen that today all that place are occupied.Huh.In library now, connectionless and my lappie running out of battery. When it reaches 10% I'll move to L & E pantry area. Bigger more ports and no people.Although it the least places I want to be at.
Anyway sekarang nie still dalam training Go Audit Abridged.Next week dah start ade job.

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
2:12 PM
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Pantas sungguh adik berlari hingga terlupa sirih dijunjungan...

Manusia ini tak pernahnya sempurna.Salah dan silap membuktikan bahawa kita ini serba 'manusia'nya.Pelupa itu sudah jadi sahabat karibku.Bukan lupa tandanya tidak diingati terus cuma kadang-kadang kita dibanjiri terlalu banyak hal-hal dunia hingga kita lupa hal-hal hati.

terlalu perlahankan langkah ku
hingga tak terikutkan rentak irama yang mengiringi
atau pantas sangatkah gerak ku
hingga terabai segala rasa yang patutnya di nikmati
mujur aku sedar untuk berhenti
atur kan kembali langkah dengan rentak yang sedikit perlahan

kerana aku ingin menikmati apa yang ada
sebelum segalanya hilang
tiada di samping ku nanti

Maaf sahabat.Andai aku terlupa akan sahabatku yang satu...

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