Wednesday, November 30, 2005
4:39 AM
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Oh King Edmund, King Peter sons of Adam and oh Queen Susan and Queen Lucy, daughters of Eve.
Phew...4 down 3 more to go! Well I have spent most of my time finishing up The Chronicles of Narnia 7 books in 1.Oh boy! I only manage to finish up 4 books. To tell the truth the one title the lion, the witch and the wardrobe is the best among all for that I have read. No wonder they made it a movie.

I definitely wanted to see the lamp post in the woods and the Cair Paravel.

Truly,
The associate who read *grin*

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Monday, November 28, 2005
9:30 AM
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Watched HP & The Goblet of Fire last Saturday. It a great movie compare to the other 3 .Great effects! Though I must say too much short cut. The Quiddich World Cup that took up to 100 pages is only simplified to 3 minutes. Well is so hard to squeeze 600 plus pages into 2 and a half hours movie. And I like Cedric.Too bad he’s dead.

I’m in my sanctuary again.
Reading the Chronicles of Narnia by CS Lewis.
Worth every penny spent!

Next, if I have the luxury of time and $$, Star wars collection or Tolkien book will be splendid!or perhaps..Dune?

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Friday, November 25, 2005
5:51 AM
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Super busy work, super happy month and super blur.

This week was rather fast. This is the fastest job I ever did. Finished everything within half of the duration expected.

This month I receive lots and lots of good news from mother-to-be. Mira and Kak Loly seem to be experiencing the happiest time of their life. First time scanning their belly...te-he-he and take a peek at the newest member of their family.

Little glove made of cotton
Little bottle painted with cute bunny
Little feet in your tummy
Little life breathing slowly
Sharing everything with the mummy

Congratss Mira and Em on the new miracle bestow upon you by Allah SWT.

One of my best and longest buddy back in school and university finally open a new chapter in her life. She's married! I have this happy pic (not mine) of the both of them.Congrats Joely and Haniff! Although the bridegroom is not in the best of his health that day they look so perfect together.

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Friday, November 18, 2005
5:31 AM
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Learning from experience is the best thing that could ever happen to you. It clarifies your view, thought and your stand in steering your life. Learning from other people experience is a bless.

Quoted from someone I lookup to for so many years...and more

I was taught as a PhD student in the States that frustration in research is common, and knowledge is humble, publications are NOT to show how great you are or to gain the Associate title for tenure track Professors, but to SHARE knowledge to the community of researchers of interest

I can go on and on, many PhD holders from overseas and locally, end up frustrated for not being able to apply their expertise in Malaysia, so don't blame them when they are clueless in industry or just plain CLUELESS, my point is, if I specialized in quantum dots, how can I advise on aerodynamics design of Proton cars? Since that's the only area of job they can provide me with. Yet one bachelor holder from Carnegie, an honors student, appears to be a friend, end up doing clerical work in a local company in Malaysia, then end up frustrated and lost of interest to pursue excellence in her field

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And of course, experiences both from academic research and industrial work will result in an all rounder independent individual, I think that those who have the ambition to become university Professors in Malaysia one day should take some time to engage in at least 5 years of industry experience, then go to the universities, you would be surprise how you can make a difference! Yeah you're paid little in comparison to company huge pay checks ( I was paid 4 times more as a scientist in a company as compare to working as a researcher in Purdue with the same qualifications), so what? the reason, I like my work!, and the profession of an educator/researcher is awesome and noble, and the best thing is, at least for me, I can implement my own ideas, and this is very invaluable to some of us who love research and education. Most Professors in the United States did this, and they do make a difference in my life and the country. I hope to do it too eventually after two more years of experience in USA

People said I'm planning too far. So what! I don't care. I don't care at all. For planning is a good thing. As I seat in a boring lecture session back in Uni where I could actually read everything myself since the lecture is exactly as written on the slides. No additional input at all. I thought to myself, if I were to be a lecturer someday. I'll make sure I will be able to leave my student in awe of amazement and understanding how close is the relation of image addition, substraction and multiplication algorithms to what they going to do in work later in life and how those discrete math calculation that seem farfetched and lengthy is important in decision making of a very large and important system and organization.

I wish someone have taught me that!

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Thursday, November 17, 2005
7:09 AM
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Yesterday has its good and bad. I was on sick leave. Laying on couch, closing my eyes and listening to cats meowing was the best. The pain in my head comes and goes as it please. One time you felt like you have been punch hard in the head the next it's not.

Got this thing from somewhere

The rules:
1. Delve into your blog archive.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions. Ponder it for meaning, subtext or hidden agendas.
5. Tag five people to do the same

People came into our life and go, some leave footprints in our heart and some not.

I wrote this when I'm talking about my cousin. So now I need to ponder bout it huh!

Well I guess every single person that enter our life give impact us in certain ways. Their presence allows and moulds us to be a person we are. They either affect us mentally or emotionally.
The one who comes and goes, enriched our knowledge about interaction and colours of human that walk this planet but for those that leave footprints in our heart…that that impact us the most.
It engraves in our heart forever. It's the kind of presence that we look back every time and try to understand over and over why their presence impacts us so bad.
I guess the one that leave such footprints in out heart are the one that affects us emotionally. It relates to feeling such as love, betrayal, lost, longing, missing, pain joy, serenity and etc.
These feeling impact us so bad that it often altered us mentally and emotionally. It will change our perception, our view, our judgement our priority and our behaviour.

That is the power of people!

Ha-ha...Now I wanna tag
1)Mira
2)Ana
3)Farah
4)Shasha
5)Achique

Cherie!!

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Monday, November 14, 2005
9:22 AM
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I give up on you ,I give up on all ...


Wise man say, never give up in all you do. It's a madness to give up just because you fail on your attempts.
But what is the point at time where we could find comfort in giving up?
Sometimes give up doesn't mean you are a failure ,a coward but it might be the one brave thing you do to step up and admit that this was never meant for you in the first place.
Not giving up and hold on is good, it shows how loyal you are but it also tiring and frustrating. Watching all the good parts in life pass by without even having a chance to experience it because you hold on to something uncertain.

Unfair.

If it's not meant for you. It's not. No matter how long you've wait, 1 month, 6 months, 14 months? 1? 2? 5? 10 years? It won't come back. Period. So are you willing to wait that long? Dodge every opportunity that came. How long could you do that? How long can you keep yourself together? How long can you felt save behind those walls you created?

No matter how much you love the outcome that could have been, the feeling that you might be feeling but as long as it does not happen it just a mere imagination.

Clock is ticking, life flows, you grow and time passes.

So, I have come to a decision to give up on all that's.

I give up...I give up...I give up on waiting *a very long shrug*

I'm tired.

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2:42 AM
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F1 Team in Schoo CAD/Cam Design Challengel + Mid Valley + Gol & Gincu

That summarizes my whole weekend.

Tak pernah tahu ade event macam tue sampai la adik mintak tolong hantarkan ke Mid Valley.

Secara ringkasnya F1 Team in School CAD/Cam Design Challenge adalah program membabitkan aspek kejuruteraan untuk menghasilkan model kereta lumba F1 merangkumi elemen reka bentuk, pembuatan, analisis dan kajian, pemasaran serta dokumentasi.

Selain reka bentuk, peserta perlu membuat persembahan dan mempertahankan kehebatan rekaan secara teknikal. Inilah part yang paling menarik.Kereta-kereta miniature setiap sekolah di kehendaki berlumba untuk menentukan kehebatan rekaan masing-masing.



Juara akan ke Birmingham untuk peringkat antarabangsa.

Sementara nak tunggu cik adik sorang tu, window shopping tuk kawan-kawannyer wedding gift. Herm ade a few items yang menarik.This week baru nak beli.

Akhirnya baru dapat tengok Gol & Gincu.Macam Legally blonde cerita die. Paling suka shots untuk filem nie. Very different. Pierre also not bad..not bad at all.

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Sunday, November 13, 2005
9:08 AM
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Coming soon...Filem Apa Artinya Cinta

Tak tahu bila release dekat Malaysia...lagu die best

Apa Artinya Cinta (melly & ari lasso)- OST Apa Artinya cinta

tiba-tiba engkau ada
kemudian engkau hadir
laksana kerdil ku memeluk
lihat aku lebih dalam

di matamu ku melihat
ada cinta yg tersirat
sirami hati merebak

barangkali aku salah
ku terdiam bukan bisu
tahu engkau besar malu
tutupi rasa gelisah

*
biar saja waktu nanti
yg menikmati kisah ini
bersamamu aku senang

reff:
belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
akulah yg pantas untuk kau cintai
di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

arti cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku
siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau
sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah
diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

repeat *
repeat reff

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
6:11 AM
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Titt..titt..(sms-la)

Akum
Eid Mubarak!
Lamanya tak jumpe awak…

Titt..titt..

Heip heip
Hari nie I baru start kerje
How bout you?
Rindula dekat awak!

Titt..titt...

Dah 3 hari masuk today
Tapi mood cuti lagi :(
Dahla tgh free coz job blom start
Rindu jugak nak jumpe awak
Lamekan?
Dah ade job ke atau free?

Titt..titt..
Alhamdulillah free lagi
Next week dah start kene kluar.

Raya blues
Te-he-he...teruknye

Nampak Kak Own,Kak Mitra,Kak Ainul,Kak Zakiah (kakak-kakak UTP) dlm rancangan raya di Aussie.
Kat Sydney rupanya diaorg semua.
Tiba-tiba teringat sesi dgn Kak Own mase first ngan 2nd year kat uni.Sian Kak Own dpt adik tak berapa menjadi macam saya biarpun di bimbing kakak yg hebat!

Nak cuti!!

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
5:24 AM
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Update!

Akhir 10 Ramadhan,lebih 50% masanya kita spent kat rumah.Yela ramai yang ambik cuti dari sebelum cuti Deepavali lagi.Bukak puasa di rumah memang tak sama berbuka di tempat lain.Air tangan ibu dan makanan pasar ramadhannya berganda-ganda lebih sedap dari berbuka dengan air sejuk dan tamar dalam kereta ketika jalan jem.

Akhir 10 Ramadhan, banyak masjid-masjid dan surau-surau buat program Qiamullai.Ayah-ayah balik dari sana bersama handouts solat malam untuk anak-anak.Ada pula yang siap buat salinan untuk setiap isi rumah.Bila datang giliran more'e dari pagi dah siap-siap 'awas' untuk memasak tapi kalau order ajer sibuknya lain pulak...sibuk packing makanan.Busy tapi best!

Akhir 10 Ramadhan,rumah di kampong makin meriah.Jalan-jalan dah jadi sibuk.Kereta makin banyak.Masa-masa begini baru nampak anak-anak kampung yang berhijrah ke bandar untuk mencari rezeki pulang.

Akhir 10 Ramadhan,topic perbualan hangat ialah siapa yang ke Mekah tahun nie.Naik dimana? Penang ke KL ke? Seronoknya.

Pada 1 Syawal,pagi jadi sunyi bila semua ke surau dan masjid untuk solat Aidilfitri.Nak di jadikan cerita kasut abang dan adik hilang waktu itu dari rak kasut rumah.Rumah dengan surau kurang 100 meter pon ada yang berani buat kerje tu.

Pada 1 Syawal, ziarah pusara saudara-mara,bacakan yassin sedekahkan al-fatihah.Doakan kesejahteraan yang telah pergi sambil menginsafkan diri akan akrabnya diri kita dengan kematian.

Pada 1 Syawal,ziarah saudara-mara yang ada.Bertanya khabar,bertukar cerita dan memberi duit raya. Senyum meleret adik-adik dapat duit raya.Tehehe.

Pada 2 Syawal, ziarah menziarahi continue.Ramai juga yang datang ke rumah.Paling terkesan ialah keluarga Tok Su yang tak pernah lupa berkunjung walaupun arwah opah dah tiada lagi.Lama betul tak jumpa.Respek dan segan yang amat dengan family Tok Su.Ibu tunggal yang membesarkan semua anak perempuan dengan baik.Semua bertudung litup,labuh dan manis.Hasmuni dah habis blajar dkt UIA,dah buat housemanship dkt Hospital Ipoh dah sekarang.Lamanya tak jumpe...dan Khadijah yang bongsu pula bakal menyusul kakak mendalami ilmu perubatan.

Pada 3 Syawal,ayahnda dan family singgah semalam di rumah dari kampong wanda di Perlis.Raya pertama di Malaysia selepas sekian lama beraya di Nihon. Belajar beberapa patah bahasa Jepun cukup untuk interaksi dengan Alif yang lagi paham kalau kita cakap dalam bahasa itu.Dame',Ouisyumi,kawaiio,dll.

Pada 4 Syawal,masa untuk pulang.Rumah kian sunyi menjelang petang.

Ramadhan dah lepas.Aidilfitri pon dah lepas. Cuti pun dah habis.Rutin harian dah berjalan semula. Back in office.

Musim kenduri dah start balik. Berkeping-keping walimatulurus sampai ke postbox rumah.Insyaallah kalo takde aral..semuanye nak pergi.Kawan-kawan kite bukannya kawen slalu pon.Secara idealnya sekali seumur hidup.

Mula mencongak-congak, hadiah ape nak di beli nie?

Wedding terdekat...
1)Joely dan Hanif
2)Ida Khairani dan Noor Saiful Azril (dah slamat ijab Kabul alhamdulillah)
3)Mohd Fadzli dan Adnin Hafiza

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