Friday, March 31, 2006
3:27 AM
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Attention: These are confession of a random mind

I have this whole idea of making world a better place. I wanted a world free of war and free of drug. It's an uthopia.Not gonna happen!

I realize the guy sitting beside me like fish. As in fishes that swim around in the water not the Fish that I know back in Uni. I saw beside all his account files, spreadsheet and word processor there is this small window with the website of fishes that he look through every now and then.gotcha!

I like songs that I don't understand.

I like mocha frapucinno.Guess how I gain weight? Ha-Ha

I like Kopitime breakfast dekat Damansara.Second clue? He-he

Red have become a dominant colour. I have red umbrella, red hand phone strap, red hand phone wallpaper, red Discman, red mouse, red baju,red spectacles case, red coin pouch ,etc,etc

Our coffee machine is out of service. Nothing left but just coffee. So I drink coffee without sugar, without creamer.Bleagh!!!At first but then it's quite good actually...

I no longer want Camper’s shoes because now most of it made of pig skin. Including the design that I love!*frown*

I invested too much money on Korean series.
Betul kata Azreen, Korean movies/series ade after taste macam coklat jugak atau second degree smell macam perfume.Buat kita rase warm and fuzzy *grin (in the stomach?)
Samada buat kite gelak sebab tengok lawak bodoh die ataupon sedih tengok aksi menyayat hati.
Suggestion: My Lovely Samsoo
Best.Tak percaya cuba la! Story of a chubby, plump pastry chef & her insane love story

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
8:19 AM
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and they say.....

It is also much more satisfying for me, knowing that if I continue in this field (which is my intent) that I will be able to help people on a more substantial basis than a new computer game or word processor. Location-aware notification systems are interesting, and certainly useful for some people, but I think determining the functions of gene sequences is closer to what I want to do.

I've been a computational biologist for about 15 years now. We're still not quite sure what "computational biology" means, but we seem to agree that it's an interdisciplinary field, requiring skills in computer science, molecular biology, statistics, mathematics, and more. I'm not qualified in any of these fields. I'm certainly not a card-carrying software developer, computer scientist, or mathematician, though I spend most of my time writing software, developing algorithms, and deriving equations. I do have formal training in molecular biology, but that was 15 years ago, and I'm sure my union card has expired. For one thing, they all seem to be using these clever, expensive kits now in my wet lab, whereas I made most of my own buffers (after walking to the lab six miles in the snow, barefoot).

-extract from comp.biol journal

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Friday, March 24, 2006
4:40 PM
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The day I had so much fun!


These are all the people responsible for it!

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4:31 PM
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Sushi Oh sushii~

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8:02 AM
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I finally made up my mind and changed my blog layout. I have used green before now red is the IN colour for me. I have tried purple before, for a while. It too melancholic for me.Full of stories. Just too much.

I need something vibrant, something free and make me have the everything-is-gonna-be-ok feeling.

So I switch to this. I have made changes but it yet to take effect. Since when blogger not real time anymore? I just discover recently that layout changes might take 24 hours to take affect.

Have a toast & Enjoy munching!

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
1:11 AM
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Semalam lepas sekian lama dapat jumpa my rumet balik.Itu pon delay pasal semalam hujan lebat dan die yang memang kerje area PJ nie sampai lambat kat Giant KJ dari aku.Jem sebab hujan.

Sampai sampai je dah lapar gile.Terus pegi makan.
Sambil makan tu as usual la...bersembang.Story dari pergi tengok F1 yang parking space celah-celah pokok kelapa sawit sampai RM50 (ooo orang off shore balik semenajung yer...) sampai la ke cerita retrenchment.

Scary jugak bile cakap pasal retrenchement nie.Imagine la tiba-tiba boss panggil masuk bilik die.Dengan muka yang serius bagi pulak depan muka kita yang tak tahu menahu nie notis sebulan.

Lagi surprise nyer bile macam office Ita nie tak ade angin ribut ke rumors yang kampeni nak downsize ke atau incur major loss ke tau-tau jer dapat notis. Nasib baik la die tergolong dalam golongan yang beruntung.

Tiba-tiba terfikir pasal backup plan pulak.Kene ade backup plan kalau tak boleh terduduk dapat berita macam nie.Mane nak cari duit bayar installment kereta,rumah,air,api.

Orang kate kalau kita gila kerja kite nie workaholic
Kalo rajin jer tapi kerje takde boleh ke panggil malas kerja?
Macam mane pulak kalau die workaholic tapi tiba-tiba je kene berenti?

Life isn't handed to you on a silver platter. Life is what you make of it.

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Monday, March 20, 2006
4:29 AM
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Last Friday should be the last day of my field work.I never thought I was so happy to get back into office.It is such a new feeling.So refreshing!
Anyway I am planning to sort out my confusion (remember the plan that I figuratively hide under my pillow).Hopefully it will be as planned.

Since I been here and have no other alternative at night whether to watch tv or continue working I have been hooked on to Korean Series again.Yeah the one aired on NTV7 every weekdays 930pm.
Aiyoh...i'm so easily fall under this kind of meleleh story.

One sad new,Wan my collegue had resigned and last Friday was her last day.I was not there to bid he farewell and participate in their photopraphy frenzy.


My leave have just been approve.I am more than happy to pack my back and fly away!

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Thursday, March 09, 2006
8:39 AM
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Thursday
9th March 2006
John Legend-Love won't let me wait

I like my weekends quiet and slow, I like my weekends out of rush hours... I like my weekend to be made of bunny rabbits and chocolate dipped marshmallow with sprinkles but most of all I like my weekends to be an ultimate me time.
How I spend my weekends was nothing out of ordinary.A little too mundane perhaps? But since you came all the way here to read something under the minimal rate of intellectual , why should I spare you the torture?An as a personnel gain, I would like some space to pour out my stress and boredom that been built and bottleup for few weeks.So spare me.

I guess as you grow older (ehem..ehem..i'm still young), you will realize when you don't have the luxury of time as much as you have before.You really caught up either in work,family management or perhaps you done even know what keeps you buzy until you realize that your precious 48hours weekend have gone down the drain.

This few weeks shows to me that my equlibrium of work and rest are no longer in the right propotion. What is the point of this entry? Nothing. I just wanted to apologise if I don't join in whatever weekend activities some people may have arranged.It seem so much fun from up here.
I have this guilt and regret with me for ditching out the only chance to meet up with 'orang jauh' .Sorry.I just can't make it.Hope August will be a good month for me.

Well i guess one must accept one path no matter how distorted is the situation.Just try the best to make it better.

I have been spending my weekdays up here strightly for work.No rollercoster ride,no solero shot.Not that i don't want to,believe me! the sound of people screaming and laughing already tortured me everyday,reason being that the outdoor park closed past my working hour (you know when the sky is slightly dark and sun already settling down) and I seem to have this scholl kids bedtime regime that I could not break.I need my sleeps or I won't be functioning the next day.It left me to just work,dinner and bed.Bored,only it being brought down a notch with the great company of John Mayer,Jack Johnson,a pinch of BSB flavor,John Legend and Norah Jones.It keeps me sane a bit.
Anyway,beside working I manage to steal a few moment to rearrange my tought.I always seem to be able to think clearly under hectic schedule.I make some secret arrangement for myself which won't materialize until next year.Until then lets just keep it under the pillow and pretend this sentences means nothing.

I grabbed a Korean film from Speedy title A Moment to Remember.It' s a sad touchy movie.I wonder if Azreen have seen this one since she have been my Korean-movie-pusher for quite a while.Ha-ha.Azreen i did think of buying My little Bride as you have suggested but I opt for this one instead.As usual it's a heart wrenching love story of a mega-loyal person who be with you through thick and thin( the one thats only exist in dream).The only twist is instead of dying from deadly illness the girls have Alzhemia and seem to loose control of herself and worst of all lost all her memory and identity.It's undoubtly tragic to not only lost your love but also lost your self all togather.

There is another one I'm planning on watching tonight.A girl being bullied for 100 days.
It brought me back to high school.We heard all the rumors of guys being bullied in their hostel but never had one happen in girls hostel.I guess it was always like that in coed bording school or perhaps I was too lost in my own world that I never realize such act happen.
But the traditional of bulliying junior from my senior generation have died slowly. I remember those who makes me run a mile when I detect their presence or just simply condemn them in my heart.Such a powerless junior.
When it came out time to be senior we no longer care about this silly tradition.Nobody bother about it in gurl hostel.

Thanks for reading this through and lowering our intellectual a bit just to savour such bitter sweet taste of my 'cooking' and accompanying me on this foggy evening.

I know that in Lancester it's snowing
In Pittsburg there's hope
In Indiana there's dream
In Beijing it's springtime
And here it just me signing off...from the highest entertainment city in Malaysia.

Good night~and have a merry chocolate-dipped marshmallow dream

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