Friday, February 23, 2007
1:48 AM
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Perubahan. Cari tempat baru.

Officially saya dah tukar tempat.
Blog ini sudah inactive
Saya sudah pindah ke sini!!!!
Nak tau cerita saya pegi ke http://iryanilob.wordpress.com

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
5:01 AM
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Sesuatu yang saya KENA share

Bile kite sedeh
Bile kite down
Dengar lah ini



The best from both Zain Bhikha and Dawud to date; Release last year 2006.
Uplifting.

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
9:45 PM
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In This Sandstorm

I often manage to find time to do unproductive task in the mist of gigantic-academia- tasks-overdue. The Everest of my report writings suffocated me. The unproductive task is like a breath of fresh air. Ha-ha konkrit tak reason?



OK , itu aje.
Nak buat cucur ikan bilis ke tak?
Oh,dan saya dah start ‘pancing ikan’ 2 kali.wink

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Monday, February 19, 2007
12:49 PM
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Something old ,something new, something borrowed and something blue

A bulan depan nie la.
Haa B pon lewat seminggu jer
La ko tak tau C dengan D minggu depan.
Laaa ye ke? aku ingat tahun depan.
Isk tahun depan tu E, In fact ni ha berite baru, F sabtu n ie.
Hah!

Nothing new. This are my standard conversation spanning for almost 3 years already. And de-ja-vu.
I had the same one last night. Only this time were different A,B,C,D,E and F. Diaorang memang maju ke depan sungguh!

Anyway life goes on. People moved in to a new level in life. Some move up some move side ways. In this cynical, cynical world weddings is one of the best time I enjoyed. You lived in the fantasy world of your friends (dengan dayang-dayang, flower garden, baju yang cantik etc,etc) . It’s also the day where all the people was smiling, and yes, maybe some tears...but happy one. An auspicious ceremony. Your friends whisper in you ears their anxiety, and you guys smiles and giggles. It’s a breather from all other things that drag you down. Hehe. Life at that time was simple. The mere celebration of future and promises that lies ahead.

To A,B,C,D,E and F best of luck! And I pray to Allah that the life you started will be the happiest...err there’s going to be some argument, disagreement but its not going to reduce your love even a notch, filled with happy and healthy little you and your half.

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Saturday, February 17, 2007
11:26 PM
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I had a pretty crappy week last week. I was like in a different planet all together. I missed my Molecular Biology replacement discussion session by an hour on Thursday. Fortunately Dr Meaden are OK with that but i felt like crap. And I forgot I have class on Friday only to be reminded by my classmate the night before.Nasib baik!

My sinus are not very friendly lately. The weather, the coldness and the rain makes them swollen up as they pleased. So, I had few episode of terrible headache. On one of the day that I have one of my episode, I lost my favourite muffler .@%$. I tried and traced back my way in school that day but to no avail, its nowhere to be found. I love that one, red, velvety and very soft when pressed against my cheek.

I have papers to read and to write. So with all the studious genes left in my body this week, I woke up and went to library. Mind you I waited at the bus stop early this morning, took a 20 minutes bus ride to campus was very unusual for me to do over the weekend. But the, library main door was locked! can you believe that!!! Me and others waited for a a while, but when we saw there is no sign of our librarian we decided that it’s not going to be open at all.

But I do have some good moments throughout the week. I spent an evening with my Bahraini classmate in their hostel on Thursday night. Have dinner, chit chat and laughed. And that was the first time I saw how Sunni prays. And we make a packed to go for a shopping spree in Glasgow soon. Yippee. We ate a lot of ice cream on a very rainy night. Tensen beb...kerje banyak!

And also I went out to North Bridge to get some chicken on Friday. Stopped at Potterow mosque for prayers. Met a lady, from Acheh. She has been here for 30 years. Married and have a family but unfortunately, now she’s living alone. I decided to stay a while for the Friday prayer. You know, to get the flavour of the community here. Met few students and families. But my heart goes for Ibu Aidah. She’s look very lonely. She kept on telling me about her daughters, her grandchild and her ex-husband an Englishman. She is an old lady, living alone in Edinburgh. She gave me her address and phone number and maybe, I will call her later. Oh ya, I also met this Arab grandma, I help her in the wash room with some difficulty she have, and later on in the praying area she ask again for me to help her with few task. I’m ok with that , I don’t mind helping, I like it but when she start asking me are you married? are you single? a few times..hahah aku dah konpius sket.Ape motif die nie? Hehe....

All and all, last week crappiness was not that bad. Yeah I have some unfortunate and unfavourable events happening but, I survived.

And I do this to enjoy myself. I baked



And just one more,

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Monday, February 12, 2007
11:00 PM
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(sekeping hati dibawa berlari...)

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10:56 PM
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Alang-alang mandi biar basah.....

Kalau tak dipecahkan ruyung masakan dapat sagunya kan? So kalau tak stress bukan belajar namenyer. Kalau tak tebalik - tebalik belajar ,mana nak dapat experienced keseronokan graduasi kan?

Stress...stress..
Kalau banyak botol jus berderet dalam bilik tak dibuang-buang....maknanya saya tgh stres
Kalau banyak makanan tersimpan dalam bilik (bukan untuk simpan, maknenyer untuk makan..capai jer ...ngap)makne nye saya stres

Ade unreasonable stress, ade reasonable stress.


Note to self: Stress is a good thing (tgh cube nak meyakinkan diri)
Mintak Allah swt lapang & tenangkan hati dan terangi perjalanan saya. InsyaAllah.

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
7:34 PM
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Winter and coldness make you do things twice the usual.Double.
You eat x2, you sleep x2 but why oh why can you study x2.
I'm officially a bear.
Bear who stock up pears like theres no tomorrow!
Te-he-he

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Monday, February 05, 2007
8:28 PM
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Ingat hari tu. Saya 'massacre' kek pelangi?
Hari nie everything paid off :)
Peach cobbler saye menjadi!

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Sunday, February 04, 2007
11:42 PM
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1:10 AM
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Musing - a bowl of noodles and little knick-knack

You must wonder, what am I doing posting too much for one day. I must have been delusional that one day only consist of 4 hours and I have been posting on daily basis instead of hourly.

I been lying on bed most of the day. I have some abdominal area complication, some muscle pull and its make me too tired to move. I wonder if the new house and my eagerness with the migrating activities (packing, unpacking, exploring new territory) have finally swallowing me up. Believing that I can carried everything despite the size and weight like a Wonder Women without further straining my muscle.
Aye, I been trying for hours using just my super-human mental power to get hold of my coffee mug on my table without moving an inch. I am NO Wonder Women.

So I slept. Read few pages of Essential Bioinformatics, SMS Elina and wonder I can get to Newcastle next week ( I plan to go this week but...) and hope she be OK with the plan. Dragged my lazy bum to the kitchen, cooked some ayam masak lemak and nasik and enjoying my own cooking. I stared at the ceiling and wonder if my friend across the street is at home.

In my perfect life, I don't have this muscle pain. I woke up early, say thanks to Allah for another day and off to hit the shower. Make my breakfast , either a toast or fruit and fiber cereal with a nice hot cuppa coffee, and off for my morning brisk walk , or jog or whatever you might call it.

I waited for my bus. Say hello to the driver and off to campus. Have a very invigorating discussion with my mate and come out with brilliant solution how to change the world. Attended my classes, have a mind-blowing discussion with the lecturer, off to library, have a date with a hot boyfriend who is not a married man, and he care for what I actually think and then... I fall asleep at 11.

Sounds like your life? Can I have it? I truly hate this pains but it makes me write! I love it!Seriously!!

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Saturday, February 03, 2007
10:09 PM
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Expectation

Believe it or not. We have sets out expectation for ourselves as early as we knew. We makes plan to reach those expectation. As we grew , the expectation double. There are other 'extended' expectation. From mum,dad,aunt,uncle,friends,lover, nemesis, bosses. Sometimes when thing turn out not as expected, we are overwhelm with frustration.
Aye, frustration will comes more often then we expected, and then that will be the time we learn that we are imperfect person in such an imperfect world. But that does not make us insignificant.

We cried, wept and bleed. When expectation fall beyond what we targeted. We can't always be the best in what ever we wanted. You will fall, tumble .But the important is that you wake up, stand and walk right on.

No one believe their life will turn out just kind of ok
We all think we all going to be great
The day we start to be surgeon we are fill with expectation
Expectation of the trail move of our blade, people we will help, the different we will make
Great expectation of who we will be, where we will go, and then... we get there

You got to wonder why we cling to our expectation
Because the expected is just what keep us steady, standing still, the expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what change your life.

- Grey's Anatomy

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9:50 PM
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Nota kaki : Baru belajar.Beli barang dekat charity centre murah.

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